Saturday, March 3, 2012

Set Fire to the Rain in my own way

I take a pinch of my time to write this without knowing what i am thinking about. I just let my fingers take parts to whatever my heart is going to say.

I let it fall, my heart,
Yes. I just let myself fall in love in everybody needs to be loved

And as it fell you rose to claim it
I don't know why you have to claim since I love every person all around me

It was dark and I was over
Until it is dark and I was over you and thinking to let go everything between us

Until you kissed my lips and you saved me
Then you take part to collect your jar of hearts

My hands, they're strong
No matter what, my hands need to be strong to write this

But my knees were far too weak
Because I cant stand anymore for what were happened between us

To stand in your arms
Standing in your arms to make things get better.

Without falling to your feet
But I am not gonna begging you

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
Since you never being yourself and keep pretending that you are good among all

All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true
That's the only points for you to show that you are the best even you have been labeled as a liar

And the games you play
You would always win, always win.
You got the points to prove that you never failed. But deep in my heart you are looser

But I set fire to the rain,
I know it is something that is not going to happen

Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Touching you just to say that's no point for you to save this relationship

Well, it burned while I cried
I cried because of my heart was being broke while I could choose somebody more special

'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!
I screaming out your name to let my heart avoiding to say about you anymore

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
It was memory

Feel you here forever
Forever for haunting me

You and me together
Nothing is better
We just need to let this relationship go along with the rain. There is nothing between us could change what was happened

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Yes. Let it flames with the fire so that i could not thinking about this anymore

Where it felt something die
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!
And it is you. Dying in front of my eyes.

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught must be waiting for you
And sometimes I hate the door woke me up since I don't want to think about this anymore. I don't want giving any chances and let this thing haunting me for the rest time of my life.

Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.
I know I am in denial. It is not easy to let go things just like that. But I have to be strong. I just have to deal with my heart.

Oh noooo
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh
Let it burn
Oh oh ohhhh
Then i LET IT BURN. I stick with my decision to let these things go. Its hard but I have to, since it is harder to be with you. I am not gonna foolish myself to let all people around me to feel happy. To feel good. My heart is broken enough. And by letting this thing go, I gonna treat myself better.

I don't know why I am thinking of these things and why I wrote this in my blog...